I don’t know what to do with myself.
I feel listless but intent on being productive, so I’ve been starting all these projects and quitting midway through. In the past twelve hours I have:
- Cleaned all areas of the house but my own room
- Organized half of my wardrobe by color with the rest spread sporadically over my bed
- Knitted 1/4 of an ivory scarf
- Vaguely outlined some psychology chapters
- Idly read Lolita
- Skimmed through Tumblr
- Napped
- Painted and removed coloring from my nails
- Experimented with front-braids
- Watched the first forty minutes of The Pianist
- Used Google’s Street View to nostalgically view all my favorite places in California, and stalk the areas around potential universities
I’m going to tackle what’s left of my clothing and watch mundane television until I fall asleep. I feel as though I’ve wasted this extended weekend feeling sorry for myself, mais c’est la vie. Bonne nuit.